Its 1:30...

and I'm watching This Christmas. Lately I've been seeing commercials for this movie coming out on DVD and I'm wondering to myself "didn't this movie come out last year"? I saw it last year with Jinjer and Jester. Anyways, I end up going to Walmart and buying the movie. The movie got me really excited for Christmas. Plus Lauren London is nice eye candy.

So I'm done w/ my college applications with the exception of the personal statement. I applied to:

San Diego State
San Jose State
UC Davis
UC Berkeley (I will use the rejection letter as motivation)
UC Santa Cruz

I logged onto my photobucket looking for an old video and found pictures that brought back a lot of old memories:

Jinjer, me, and Mr. Huynh; arguably the greatest teacher ever -___-

Arianne and me

Senior Ball w/ Ashley

Jinshizzle Dizzle

Leanne's cotillion court

Rachelle and me during Jr. Prom

Billy, myself, and Ron before Dublin Homecoming

Choir performance @ Ardenwood

I look back and I wonder what was I thinking with my attire? I wore 3xl shirts up to sophmore year. My haircuts were sometimes attrocious, if not all the time...

ahhhh where has the time gone?! I'm satisfied with the life I have now but it is a lot tougher then it once was. These pictures just reminded me of how much things have changed. While I've formed new relationships, others have slightly diminished. Even though I knew that it was inevitable that some relationships would fade away, I still haven't really come to terms with it. And now with me leaving for college soon, there are still some relationshps with certain people that I don't want to leave unresolved I guess? I dunno, I can't really think of the right combination of words to explain. Maybe one day it'll just hit me. I'm off to bed. Goodnight world.