The other day I sprained my finger hella bad playing football. Just in time for sunday when we play the number 1 seed! I also tried lifting last night but that was a complete failure. Even typing is difficult but I didn't want to deprive my reader(s) anymore than I have. jk

It was nice to get a bunch of people together for football; it reminded me of last summer. Robbie was shitting on me though. It was very reminiscent of derrick rose vs andre miller (youtube it). I was getting hella mad at myself and everyone was like "damn robbies shitting on you blah blah". That got me going and I sort of redeemed myself the next 2 games w/ some deflections and 1 or 2 touchdown catches. Not to be cocky or anything, I feel like I'm a better player than Robbie and when he was shitting on me and talking hella shit in the process, it lit a fire under me if you will. Oh and sorry if I got mad at certain people. I was just angry w/ myself and took it out on whoever.

This got me thinking, what motivates people? For me, I think its the challenge, fear of failure, desire and determination to succeed, and some form of acknowledgement from peers. Err actually, I think those are the general factors that get most people going. I expect a lot from myself whether its sports, education, or whatever and when i don't perform at that level that I expect then I become a little disappointed because I know I can do better. I'm sorta just rambling on now. I'm off to ice the finger! Goodnight world