You say goodbye and I say hello

I had a whole crap load of errands to run today. In between all the last minute packing and errands I was able to hang out with some people who I really truly care about. I didn't get to see everyone, but I saw a good amount of people. It was a bittersweet feeling. On one hand I'm scared/anxious/nervous/excited to move and on the other hand I don't want to leave Newark. Yes, Newark.

I have called Newark home for the past 21 years. I've had so many great memories here:

• My first kiss w/ Kimi Lovely at Birch
• Walking home from the Jr. High in the rain w/ Jaime and Marcus
• Me, Marcus, and Jester being late to the team picture because we were eating my dads pot stickers causing the team to run liners which then caused the team to be angry w/ us
• Being Tapioca's slave
• All the hours of trying to study at hyman hall w/ Joomee
• Being locked in Hallmark till 10 PM. Opening the door would've set off the alarm. It was a Sunday so the mall closed at 6
• Billy and I going to Berkeley looking for a certain bag that I remembered Jenny wanted for Valentines day. Too bad it was raining hella hard and I remembered that the bag was sold at one of those outdoor shops. We had no umbrellas and pretty much everything on telegraph was closed
• Doing geometry homework on the phone w/ Jinjer and than talking about everything and anything till the wee hours of the night

I'm very excited to go to cow town and step out of my comfort zone but its also a little disheartening knowing what I'm leaving. I know I'm not going hella far or anything and I'm probably just being a big emo loser right now but I don't care. I'm excited for the journey in cowland that I am about to embark on and thankful for the people who got me here.