Warning: this is going to be a lot of bitching/venting.

You know when they say its the little things that matter most? It works both ways. Everything is just adding up right now and its taking a toll on me. School isn't helping either. This summer session has just been way more overly stressful than I could've ever imagined. I don't know, I can't even just like pinpoint whats wrong. No matter how much I sleep, I'm still just...blah and I never feel like doing anything. Surprisingly the only decent thing going right now is with her. Even though we're not dating, we still remain good friends and I can honestly say that I'm content with that. Actually, she's probably like one of the only friends I have out here. I could use some right about now but they're either in another country or preoccupied with their own lives. I'm just in like some funk right now or something. I tried playing basketball last night but I can only release so many endorphins. And I never I know a lot of other people have it a lot worse than I do, but I just need something, anything to go my way. I'm just...tired.

Right now I just need some little victories to help me get by...

I apologize for all this ranting.