These are the dudes I hang out with out here. They're all transfers too so we all relate to each other pretty well. Last year, I had friends who were more acquaintances or friends of other friends. I wish they transfered last year. It would have made my transition a lot smoother. They asked me to live with them next year but unfortunately my time in Davis is numbered.
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I recently received that very scary email notifying me to file for graduation. Its insane to think I'm almost done. I've been in school my whole life. I don't know any other way to live. I'm scared as hell for my future. I have no interviews/jobs lined up. Currently, I have this very passive aggressive mindset. Like, "I'll be ok, someone will hire me" or "It can't be that hard to get a job". Stupid, I know. I'm just trying to enjoy my time left here - continue to be passive agressive - and worry about it when the time comes. It's so hard to do so when everyone around you is getting hired left and right. I really wish I had an extra year or even a quarter, just so I can prolong being a real adult.

To me, graduating is like getting out of bed and pressing the snooze button is delaying it. I just want to keep snoozing. But once you get out of bed, you have to take on the rest of the day. This analogy was a lot better in my head but you get the gist of it. I just want to lay in bed for a couple more hours...