I didn't do much. After the debacle that was winter quarter, I've been hitting the books hard. I was at the library for like 2 hours on the 1st day. *gives myself a high five. I wonder how long this hard working thing will continue seeing as all my friends are in their "fuck it, its my last quarter" mindset. I finally filed for graduation. I dunno why i put it off for so long. Maybe because I didn't want it to be real? I'm for sure not ready to leave for the real world. Its like high school all over again. I wasn't ready to leave home right after high school. I don't even think I was ready to leave for Davis but you...adjust.
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When you care about someone, it can cause you to act stupid or irrational. I really put myself out there and let myself be kinda vulnerable. Each day, it gets a bit easier. I told myself not to have expectations but as you get deeper into it, you can't help it. I keep repeating this damn cycle! I had to step out of the forrest to see the trees. I see the bigger picture and in the grand scheme of things it probably won't be that big of a deal. (I'm pretty sure I used those exact words in a blog before) Now that I've done that, I'm ok. Our timing was off which caused some sort of dissonance. Maybe we'll try again some other time. If not, thats cool too.
"all the times that we had, those will be the best memories"
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Happy Birthday Darweezy
Great party for a great friend thrown by his great girlfriend. Too many shots of everclear...
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